Count how many times today you feel frustrated, impatient, and irritated. Anger resides under each of these other emotions. The number of times you feel frustrated, impatient, and irritated today is the number of times you disconnected from yourself today.
I’m typing this over my lunch break at work today, so it’s only about 2:00pm here. I felt impatient once today, frustrated once, and irritated once. I am happy to see it was only three times today. I know that probably seems like a lot to some people, but I can get frustrated and irritated pretty easily. That’s no secret. From walking this path that I am currently on, I have been learning to work through these emotions more. I am starting to see them appearing less frequently as a result. For that, I am so grateful and happy.
Today’s reading was an interesting one… one that I am still absorbing. It was about prayer, and how wonderful prayer can be. As I’ve talked about in prior posts, I was raised Roman Catholic. I know how the pray like any good Catholic girl, but as I disconnected from the Catholic church, I disconnected from prayer. I didn’t know what I really believed… if I believed in one God.
I struck me when Gates said, “If you don’t know who you are praying to, join the club— no one does, for sure.” [Gates, Rolf; Kenison, Katrina (2010-10-27). Meditations from the Mat: Daily Reflections on the Path of Yoga (p. 52). Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.] I think that’s always been my problem, why bother praying if I don’t know who or what I am praying to? What’s the point? Who is hearing me? What’s the point?
Through this journey, I am finding the universe to be such a powerful force. Perhaps this is the “God” I am supposed to pray to? Let my worries go, and let the universe work things out how they should be. Like the old adage, “Let go, let God.” Maybe this is something I will have to explore more as I walk through this journey. I think it’s definitely something worth consider, and something I will ponder.
This morning, my husband joined me for some yoga. We did a twenty-minute flow to strengthen the upper body. WHOA! It felt more like a core challenge! High plank, low plank, side plank! AH! I can already feel the soreness in my upper body building. It was challenging, but fun… my favorite combo!
I am also SUPER excited! I got two new books in the mail yesterday… one yoga related, one health related. I will be posting on these shortly, and am contemplating a separate page for book information.